In a state of lingus


Found out about OneWorld on Jango. This track is amazing. There was a time I listened to Lingus before I went to sleep.
Truly, I feel my whole body lingering away from Earth, going light years away from our own galaxy and experiencing a whole new life of night neon-colored skies, luminescent stars and cool winds. With the sound of the new beach in a distant universe… This track took me to a place.
Sharing with everyone this awesome beat. Enjoy.

What’s happening on my Sunday?

Nothing like a perfect Sunday morning, waking up and resting with the family. Watching SMASH and playing Avengers Alliance while eating a piece of Parkin (Jack n’ Jill Quake Overload – Choco-coated butter cake with strawberry-flavored jam and Vanilla cream filling)

It won’t be long ’til we finally move out and settle on our new homes.
In the meantime, I am enjoying every moment. I hope I do well in everything that I do, starting now. What should I do after lunch? I will probably and should get me a piece of paper, jot down everything I need to do. And on the other column, I can jot down all the things I want to do for today.
Currently I am just listening to all the sounds I hear; The rustling and the bustling of the local tricycles that pass by our street, the sound of the motor of a working electric fan.
Now, I look at my surroundings; I see my father smoking a cigarette while reading something. I reckon it’s about Photography since he is loving the hobby very much. I can see the curtain on the window breathing, flowing with the wind as it passes inside our home. I can see the fluorescent light glowing in luminescent white. I can see my father’s collection of wine bottles, both empty and not opened. I can see my parents’ books alongside CD cases… I can see a lot of things here.
I wonder as to how all our stuff would fit when we move out? I’m sure, there will be space/s for them all.
And so, just sharing a bit of my thoughts. Oh… I hear something; My mother calling me to wash the dishes.
“Okay!” as I run to the sink and clean the plates.

People are obsessed with The Avengers

Just finished watching Thor and Captain America. I thought I would watch this because my dad told me so. He told me I would understand the Avengers more clearly if I watched Ironman, Thor and Captain America. I never got to watch it because I thought they were corny and I wasn’t that much of a Marvel fan. But then now, it got me a bit curious and so I will watch it with my sister. Soon. When the theaters are back to normal and tickets aren’t SOLD OUT (due to uncontrollable people who want to watch the film more than twice or thrice. Goodness… What a waste of money, seriously) Lol ! My apologies for the side comment. Now I need to do important stuff before I sleep. I will be going to a rummage sale tomorrow as well to bring some stuff for selling. I will meet with friends, too. Alrighty.

P.S. Wow, my sister is getting it on HipHop Abs DVD. You go girl. Lol

Sorry for the hiatus

It’s good to be back here, writing on “Into the Night”. I admit I haven’t had the time to blog nor do stuff because I had to work for more important things.

All I want to say is that I will share to you the sites where I go and sites I don’t go into anymore. Lol.
I go to GetGlue. It’s my favorite so far, coz I love movies and music and topics and I get to agree and discuss it with friends around the world. Plus I get stickers if I check in at the right time and if I am a fan. It’s an awesome site and I would like to congratulate GetGlue for a job well done.

Unfortunately, I am not going to Twitter anymore. Why? Coz it’s too noisy and it’s becoming a sellout. It’s getting boring, too. I am sorta coming back to Facebook coz it’s becoming a bit decent… For me. Lol. Although I still think the Timeline look is too flashy for my eyes, I haven’t changed in to that yet. I also go to Tumblr to post my favorite SMASH scenes, mostly of Derek/Jack Davenport and all other cute GIFs.

I am currently working on a new blog for my works. I am still thinking if I will integrate both works, blogs and writings. I am still discussing it with… Myself. Maybe a few friends. Will let you know.

Sorry again for the Hiatus. As much as I miss blogging, I have missed helping people and doing my work well. But I will definitely get you all articles, comments and thoughts you will enjoy. :)
Thank you and have a great day!

The Star and The Alien (Script)

Updated: 2012.2.24 FRIDAY 7:49PM

Hi there. I have updated the script for your liking: Added thoughts of the Star and the Alien so it would be cool-er. The reason why I checked this posted script again is because I noticed I had a lot of typos. Yeah, I was too agitated to publish this online. Nevertheless…

I’ve had feedbacks and comments and I thank you for it. Makes me want to write more, even if I’m not good at it. I just like creativity, perse, and just being spontaneous. Also, if I believe it will benefit the welfare of people, then I’m very much “go” with that/it. Anyways… Thanks again to all.

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Note: I am writing a short script about two people who love to talk about anything. Notice how the conversation progresses and how each one yearns to find answers, amongst themselves. And how they maintain balance in everything. – by ELENA SAPNIT

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One day, the Star and the Alien were talking, exchanging views, as usual. Talking about random things about the universe, about the human reproductive system, about the earth, space, time, theories, beliefs… ALL so random… And yet all very… Sweet.

<partial message log transmission… Starting… Now.>

Alien: I think Atheists tend to resent Theists a little

Star: Wow resent ? Shucks. *Sigh. … So sad…

Alien: While it’s like…

Alien: Atheists look at Theists and see people that are happy and content about themselves and their beliefs. Existential crisis are amongst the worse traumas a person can face. Atheists, whether they admit it or not, tend to have a hole inside of their heart and they look across at Theists and see that that hole is filled and they get a little jealous, y’know? That’s why some Atheists try so hard to attack religion – “If I can’t have it, no one can” – y’know. That doesn’t mean they hate you. If your best friend gets a hot new boyfriend or a snazzy new car, you may feel a little jealous, but yo don’t hate them, right? That’s actually one of the major things I like about religion. Putting aside whether they are ‘fact’ or ‘fiction’ for a moment. But religion does what it says it will – if people believe in it, it’ll fill a hole in their heart. A think that’s a valuable commodity that has been lost these days and the world suffers a bit because of it.

Star: (A commodity?…) Sorry I got cut off.

Alien: No probs. I was off on one again anyway :P Probably for the best we got cut off.

Star: Aww you were saying something? Go on. I just read it…

Alien: What did you get up to?

Star: What? You should write an article about that. The Atheists and Theists.

Alien: Meh, nobody wants to hear it. Theists want to keep believing and Atheists want to keep not believing.

Star: I would!

Alien: Well you’re special :P I was thinking of starting a Youtube channel where I talk to camera about things. Not a vlog… I hate those things. Not all edited and stupid. I’d just… Talk about things. I figure, some people just like listening to people talk. Some people are lonely and like to feel a connection with people, even if it’s a distant, digital one. Plus, all the women would love me for my stunning looks :P

Star: You should.

Alien: Shrug, you’ve seen my videos, I’m a terrible talker

Star: Oh… Right… Well you might attract a nice girl.

Alien: Might do.

Star: :D

Alien: I think someone who’s faraway from me would be perfect. One that adores me, but doesn’t demand that we do anything together

Star: Ok.

Alien: I’m actually quite childlike.

Star: I noticed.

Alien: I don’t like… The more adult stuff… OH what does that mean, “I noticed” ! :P

Star: I just noticed that you are childlike. But not all the time.

Alien: I can’t tell whether I’m being insulted or not :P

Star: NO I’m not insulting you. I’m telling the truth lol

Alien: I need a girl who is exceptionally understanding. Because pretty much everything I do will be contrary to the norm.

Star: Ok.

Alien: A normal girl wouldn’t last a week with me. Even special girls fall by the wayside eventually. I need a super-special girl. A true one in a million.

Star: Nice… What do you mean when you say ‘…doesn’t demand that you guys would do anything together’?

Alien: I don’t really like things that people in traditional relationships would consider the norm

Star: Like monthsaries?

Alien: Sex, for example, really doesn’t interest me at all.

Star: Ah lol ok well me neither. (Sex is not a norm. It became one coz of TV and Media and Gossip Girl… So sad…) Go on…

Alien: It’s one of the main things that outs me off starting a relationship. Because most people want sex everntually.

Star: Yeah it sucks.

Alien: There are other things that I usually have to give in over. Like I don’t really believe in birthday or christmas presents or anyhing.

Star: Cool.

Alien: But I always have to relent, because I’m wrong and everyone else is right.

Star: Ok..

Alien: I mean, it’s not a huge deal :P It doesn’t break my heart to celebrate Christmas. I’ll do it for the people I care about. But I need someone to occassionally attempt to share in my beliefs as well. Not just force theirs on me forever and ever and ever onwards. Y’know, basically someone that’s open minded and understanding.

Star: Ok. What do you mean when you said ‘someone that adores you’ ?

Alien: I love to be adored :P I don’t mean like, kissing the ground I walk on :P But I mean, someone that understands me for who I am and still thinks I’m special for it. Not just a normal guy, but a man with many talents and qualities – someone she is proud of. I’m quite a passionless person, so I like girls with enthusiasm and energy. That’s why I need a girl that loves me and loves me hard. All of the girls I’ve ever liked have been strong-willed. Emotionally soft inside, but on the outside, they’d fight the world if they had to.

Star: Ok… But would you want it to more one sided ? Like the girl should love you more than you would ?

Alien: No, it’ll be equal, but I show my love in different ways. That’s why I need a girl to be understanding.

Star: Ok whew. Why are you telling me these btw? Oh wait I have more questions

Alien: Because you keep asking :P Go on then

Star: YOU STARTED IT lol anyway I’m not mad. Anyway, why did you say you need a long distant faraway girlfriend ? That means you are satisfied with the distance and will never go where she is and meet her ?

Alien: Because such distance is the safe option. Sure, if I had everything I wanted, I’d prefer her to be close but getting a girlfriend in person will be like a countdown to things I don’t wanna do. I don’t wanna do Like sex and stuff. With long distance, a lot of that is elimated. the person can actually get to know me and decide whether they still like me or not and if they don’t, they don’t. Personality is the most important thing and personality is all your half when it’s long distance.

Star: But you wouldn’t want to meet that person EVER ?

Alien: If they understood me, sure the relationship would have to be built up to a level where they knew me and what I was like when it get’s to that stage, sure, being physically together will be fine, becuse they won’t expect anything from me. I’m a bit conflicting because I have high confidence in myself and yet I also have a low sense of self-worth I always feel like I’m wasting people’s time. I don’t feel like anyone could ever really fall in love with me because I’m just one out of 7 billion people out there. I think I’m awesome, but I don’t have a great deal of faith that anyone else feels the same :P

Star: Sorry I made a call.

Alien: No prob.

Star: Anyway…

Alien: :)

Star: Ok.

Alien: B)

Star: I would’ve volunteered myself but I didn’t pass the last one lol

Alien: What’s the last one? :P

Star: The faraway someone . Long distance. Distance… Space and time…

Alien: You’d have volunteered yourself except for that? You were planning to move here for me, were you? :)

Star: NO. I can’t. I would want to, but I can’t. The only place I would go later on is outer space, the galaxy, worm holes and other galaxies… You know that’s my dream. To travel to distant lands and atmospheres and the universe. I would’ve want to, really. But I don’t see myself going to your world, your planet… (for now, heehee) But I still don’t know, you know. Anything can happen.

Alien: Haha. If you were here, you’d be head over heels in love with me already ;) But you’re not… You’re on the other side of the universe and there’s nothing anybody can do about it, y’know?

Star: Yeah I guess I would

Alien: I’d probably feel the same about you <3

Star: Yey

Alien: Maybe if we can master teleporation, we’ll be OK ;P

Star: I know. But we were born to be entities without teleporting capabilities. Anyway… You should come where I am instead lol.

Alien: Who say’s I won’t anyway. But not yet, mostly because you’re not even certain where you’re going to be living yet ;P

Star: WHAT DID YOU SAY ?

Alien: Don’t wanna get a place to stay only for you to move ;P

Star: :D … Wait I don’t get it

Alien: You said I should go there instead ;P But you’re planning to move all over the place. I suppose if I went there where you are and you moved away, I could hang with your mom ;P

Star: YEAH wait see look I need you to come here. Then you can go back. And the travelling thing? Pss…

Alien: Lol I’m not a luggage. You gonna take care of my little holiday to where you are? ;P

Star: MY GOSH ARE YOU SERIOUS ?

(Suddenly, something came up at the Star’s end)

OUCH I hit on a fellow Star. UGH ! Sorry ! But now I just said sorry and it was like NO it’s okay. It was sorry, too… AAAARGH… !

Alien: Haha (what just happened?) Are you okay?

Star: Lol… Inter-stellar tension.

Alien: Sounds like it resolved peacefully ;P

Star: I really should practice patience REALLY. I’m growing old and weary.

Alien: There’s a time for patience and time for emotion.

Star: I suppose so. (Huh?)

Alien: Everybody snaps eventually. Just like two people who are married.

Star: (Oh.) Why are you mentioning that these days? Marriage? you don’t believe in marriage, right?

Alien: (Lol she’s so eager with all these ‘asking of questions’… Okay I love answering them so…) Not really. But if I was in love with a a girl that believed in marriage, I’d do it for her. That’s what I meant earlier. I don’t mind doing things I don’t believe in for others if I care about them. But I’d expect the same in return.

Star: Like?

Alien: Idk like things for me. I don’t mind making sacrifices but I don’t want to always be making them.

Star: Ofcourse it should always be two way you know.Well, I think you’d be a good husband. You are considerably practical but you have your own style and you’re honest.

Alien: (I… A good husband? Oh my I can’t believe she’s saying this) Yeah… I’m awesome ;P If I was rich I’d have it all

Star: Lol whatever. (He’s over reacting lol)

Alien: No no no that’s no good. If you’re going to be my wife, you have to adore me, remember? “Yes, my dear alien-ey, you’re awesome” ;P

Star: I will. Yeah I will say that forcefully to make you happy lol hahahaha

Alien: I will keep a pokey stick on standby. Just in case you forget, I’ll give you a prod. It’ll be cute.

Star: A prod?

Alien: DICTIONARY – prod |präd| verb ( prodded , prodding ) [ trans. ] poke (someone) with a finger, foot, or pointed object : he prodded her in the ribs to stop her snoring

Star: Oh lol sorry. Okay you’ll give me a prod. Fine.

Alien: Lol I can’t believe you’re agreeing.

Star: I can’t believe myself. I hate you.

Alien: No you don’t ;) *prod* remember? ;) *prod* *Poke*

Star: Well I have to go run my errands.

Alien: (Now?) Okay night.

Star: Night. Talk soon. (Well it’s not that I want to go but I really gotta do my errands. I know he will understand.)

Alien: Night.

<end transmission.>

I got a nice "Thank You" mail by donating something :)

I stumbled upon Wikipedia.com just to search on something and I noticed their website looked sorry-looking. And then I saw the appeal. Really I got annoyed by it but then something in me wanted to help out. I think it’s their advertising or idk how they pulled it off but I didn’t want to think about that. I paid the minimum of P45. That’s all I can contribute. I sent the payment through my PayPal account.

Afterwards I recieved a forward email “Thank You” from Sue Gardner (Executive Director of Wikipedia). I really loved the email even if it was for everyone. I really loved how it was written. So enjoy reading and I hope I don’t get sued for posting this. Let me know ASAP if I need to delete this.

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Dear Maria Elena,
You are amazing, thank you so much for donating to the Wikimedia Foundation!
This is how we pay our bills — it’s people like you, giving five dollars, twenty dollars, a hundred dollars. My favourite donation last year was five pounds from a little girl in England, who had persuaded her parents to let her donate her allowance. It’s people like you, joining with that girl, who make it possible for Wikipedia to continue providing free, easy access to unbiased information, for everyone around the world. For everyone who helps pay for it, and for those who can’t afford to help. Thank you so much.
I know it’s easy to ignore our appeals, and I’m glad that you didn’t. From me, and from the tens of thousands of volunteers who write Wikipedia: thank you for helping us make the world a better place. We will use your money carefully, and I thank you for your trust in us.
Thanks,

Sue Gardner
Wikimedia Foundation Executive Director

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:)

Help Me Fake Poetry

You’re making me a better person
by just listening to you.
For some odd reason
I am a better person because of you.

With tears flowing in sober-ness,
This isn’t good… At all
Soberness is fake.
But they say soberness keeps a person… Truly honest.

I close my eyes and listen to you,
As tears force themselves to pour out of the eyelids.
Is this the way to be creative?
When a bit of alcohol has infested the very internal organs of a human being?

Or is it true love?
How can it be true love if it is made by air and nothing?
I breathe… I sigh… I think… I listen…
I… Control… The rest of the “uncontrollable” things.

Controlling the “uncontrollable” things or feelings…
Am I forcing myself to be who I’m not?
This stage, this path which leads me to think:
Is everything worth the choice?

And going back to the topic that is at hand,
As discussed… By this minimal, mathematical, structured literature.
I am making you an excuse of my creative juices
In which… You’ll never, ever know anyway.

But then… Just writing this
Makes me more calm
And the “uncontrollable” things are going away.
Goodbye for now.

Should I dance feeling weak?
When will I dance with someone?
Or when will I be happy dancing alone with… The universe?
Either way… When will I be dancing the right dance?

Look… The clock…
Time to unblock
The unwanted lock.
Ignore everything else that… Suck.

My Funny Lullaby

You are my…

Funny lulluby.
A lullaby that rings my ears
Whenever I’m down to tears
A symphony of laughter
when I am raged in anger.
I bless you, dear pup
For you are as small as my my cup
That I drink with my coffee
In my morning “wakey”
Blimey, what a sight
Holy… Haha, what a laugh.
Goody, yey… The night is bright
Wanna stick around say an hour and a half?
 
And I’ll let you talk and express
Coz you make my stress go less
Just hope I don’t look too obsessed
While you strike to impress
Go on, be yourself
While I become… Myself.
Thanks to you, you are making me
A better person that I should be.
 
But you don’t know that… Quite yet.
And it doesn’t matter how it goes.
As long as you’re happy, I bet
that’s all enough. So cheers. Kudos!
You are…
My funny, cute, and sincere… Lullaby.


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